11/06

Yesterday I went to court and God was completely on my side. No matter how many accusations my husband made against me he was still forced to go to AA and have therapy to face his "past demons." I totally didn't expect him to get so "slapped" but God was definitely fighting for me.

I now have an attorney and was informed that the divorce won't be finalized until March.

My kids are taking everything in an okay manner. Trudi does fight a lot with me, which I don't allow to go unnoticed, and Heidi is surprisingly pretty fine.

Some of you may be wondering how I am feeling. I feel sad that all of this is happening but very relieved at the same time how much God is fighting for me as well as providing. I really don't hurt over my marriage. Do I want to get remarried? Absolutely, and I am praying that God will provide a godly man to help me raise these girls. I know God's timing is perfect. Right now I rest in the trust that I have in God that He has planned out all my days. Right now He has me exactly where He wants me to be.

Thank you God for your provision.