New Chapter of My Life

This past week I filed my divorce papers with the court and got a restraining order on my husband. It was very necessary. I now live alone with the girls at home. The longer I am away from my husband the more I cry. I don't cry for him but for what I dealt with in the past. Though God used it to grow me the pain is still there. I also cry because I don't know what's going to happen. Thankfully I have a God who does know. I'm looking for professional counseling to help me heal. I need serious prayer.