So Tired

I love Trudi to death but I have to say that when it comes to sleeping she gives me a much harder time than Heidi did as a baby. When she is sleeping she will sleep for a good amount of time. But getting her to go to sleep is a little difficult. The only thing that would put her to sleep since she was a newborn is her pacifier. I hate them but it's the only thing that works. So as I'm getting her to go to sleep it falls out from her moving her head and she fusses for me to put it back in. I don't mind doing that at times, but what really makes me tired is the fact that the moment the room starts getting light in there from the sun rising, Trudi will be rising as well. She is definitely awake at that time and wants me to be up too. The whole house it still asleep so I try to nurse her back to sleep and keep her next to me until Gus gets up to go to work. I know I will look back on this as only a memory. Who ever said being a mother is easy?