Six more weeks to go

Currently I feel as though I need to die. I don't think she has turned head down yet and therefore there is a lot of pressure under my ribs. My legs are even killing me from the extra weight and I currently have a horrible cold. But even in my worst moments I just think of how having children is a blessing from God.

It has been difficult on my body to be pregnant and take care of another child, so I wouldn't be surprised if this is my last one. But only God knows what He has in store for me.

I'm due at the end of October but I don't think I will go that far. If the baby drops then I will have to be induced because of my small pelvis, just like I did with Heidi. If she stays the way she is then I will most likely have a scheduled c-section. So I am praying that God will turn her. Ultimately I can't wait to meet the new arrival.